Monday 3 November 2014

Dissertation....

Owh yes, dissertation...
Ukm students, in order nak dapat master in accounting, kena la siapkan dissertation anda! Must be in Bahasa Melayu.. Bahasa ibunda kite lahh..
Most of people akan cakap, "hah?? tesis?? Susahnya..boringnya...nak kena baca banyak jurnal and bla bla bla...
And the worst is, some people will say, owh your research is nothing.. the words is from your fren okay..frenzo! pren!
But, honestly speaking...you will see the true fren when you are in difficulties. That's what I can see now...
Some of them will say, he/she will understand us in any situations... My advice is, dengar boleh..Percaya jangan lagi..
But its okay... we can't change their mind..
To stay positive the conclusion is... the negativity challenge my thought.. :)

Its different when you are a part time student. Big responsibilities in two different world.

Working in accounting field in a place yang org cakap high class la kot Damansara ni, with big challenge which most of people just see money, money, money...and position maybe.. Its hard to talk about knowledge, ilmu, study and whatsoever..

And of course, when comes to Bangi, which I will go there meeting dengan lecturer or hang out dengan kawan masa degree. Its very different, seriously! Enter gate UKM, dengan suasana ilmu, tersangatlah different.

I hope I can be a full time student again..Insha Allah..

Till then...Salam :)

                                                (Source: Mr Google)



Friday 15 August 2014

LIFE WITH FULL OF HOPE.


               

One year ago, when I decide to further my master,

I actually already think about all this things. 

Yes! Now I realized, many things to sacrifices. 

Many thing to think. 

But sometimes people will not understand my situation until I choose to stay alone. 

Motivate myself. Talk to my Creator anytime I want. Instead of talk to Him, I think I have to write. 

Maybe writing can make me feel better even though I am very poor in writing. 

I love to talk, but not writing.

Living alone is not an easy life. When people around me especially my friends had their own life. Everyone busy with family but I am not. 

It doesn’t mean that I want to get married as soon as possible. 

But living alone is not an easy life. 

When people said, I am very choosy….. Deep in my heart, I’m very sad. But pretending to be happy is not easy.

When people said, my life is easy with no commitment. Deep in my heart said; Yes! Its true I don’t have commitment but all commitment I face it alone. And with my Creator.

When people said, I am a smart girl, look very strong….Deep in my heart, only Allah knows what is inside.

When people said, I can travel everywhere I go because I am single… Deep in my heart, it’s the only way to reward myself after a hectic working and study life.

When people said, its good to have a master… Deep in my heart said; Yes, only Allah knows the challenge. 

Its very lucky to have a supportive family, friends, supervisor and boss. Sometimes, I give up! Wanted to let everything go! Crying alone! Thinking what will be next! 

Its easy to say, I really don’t care what people says. But sometimes I care!