Dissertation....

Owh yes, dissertation...
Ukm students, in order nak dapat master in accounting, kena la siapkan dissertation anda! Must be in Bahasa Melayu.. Bahasa ibunda kite lahh..
Most of people akan cakap, "hah?? tesis?? Susahnya..boringnya...nak kena baca banyak jurnal and bla bla bla...
And the worst is, some people will say, owh your research is nothing.. the words is from your fren okay..frenzo! pren!
But, honestly speaking...you will see the true fren when you are in difficulties. That's what I can see now...
Some of them will say, he/she will understand us in any situations... My advice is, dengar boleh..Percaya jangan lagi..
But its okay... we can't change their mind..
To stay positive the conclusion is... the negativity challenge my thought.. :)

Its different when you are a part time student. Big responsibilities in two different world.

Working in accounting field in a place yang org cakap high class la kot Damansara ni, with big challenge which most of people just see money, money, money...and position maybe.. Its hard to talk about knowledge, ilmu, study and whatsoever..

And of course, when comes to Bangi, which I will go there meeting dengan lecturer or hang out dengan kawan masa degree. Its very different, seriously! Enter gate UKM, dengan suasana ilmu, tersangatlah different.

I hope I can be a full time student again..Insha Allah..

Till then...Salam :)

                                                (Source: Mr Google)

LIFE WITH FULL OF HOPE.

               

One year ago, when I decide to further my master,

I actually already think about all this things. 

Yes! Now I realized, many things to sacrifices. 

Many thing to think. 

But sometimes people will not understand my situation until I choose to stay alone. 

Motivate myself. Talk to my Creator anytime I want. Instead of talk to Him, I think I have to write. 

Maybe writing can make me feel better even though I am very poor in writing. 

I love to talk, but not writing.

Living alone is not an easy life. When people around me especially my friends had their own life. Everyone busy with family but I am not. 

It doesn’t mean that I want to get married as soon as possible. 

But living alone is not an easy life. 

When people said, I am very choosy….. Deep in my heart, I’m very sad. But pretending to be happy is not easy.

When people said, my life is easy with no commitment. Deep in my heart said; Yes! Its true I don’t have commitment but all commitment I face it alone. And with my Creator.

When people said, I am a smart girl, look very strong….Deep in my heart, only Allah knows what is inside.

When people said, I can travel everywhere I go because I am single… Deep in my heart, it’s the only way to reward myself after a hectic working and study life.

When people said, its good to have a master… Deep in my heart said; Yes, only Allah knows the challenge. 

Its very lucky to have a supportive family, friends, supervisor and boss. Sometimes, I give up! Wanted to let everything go! Crying alone! Thinking what will be next! 

Its easy to say, I really don’t care what people says. But sometimes I care!

              

Vacation Mode :)

TV series yang paling popular 10 years ago..

Insha Allah..this coming October, will be there... meet Jun Sang & Yujin.. Holiday mode is ON secara tiba2...

Everything is done...Flight ticket, guesthouse, budget, maps, own itinerary, foods etc... All information in our travel book after doing some research about Korea in this 3 months and sometimes sampai 2am... tesis master pun tak semangat camnih hokay...

So, it will be my annual personal trip for 2013 before freeze holiday on 2014. Next year must focus on thesis, freeze holiday but maybe Sabah or Vietnam will be my choice for freezing holiday year.. Is it call 'freeze'?? Its my fren question actually..

Also mentioned to my Chinese fren, in our religion, we must travel to see Allah's creation. And it will be my big reason or maybe excuse to my mum...untuk mengelakkan kemarahan.. ngeh3..

And.......this year...besday....Korea....Autumn.... Foliage......

:)

True OR False??

Bila baca gambar ni, aku try understand diri sendiri sebenarnya. And I realized, last two months the no.2 happened. But its slowly getting better. Alhamdulillah.....:)

Indah Dewi Pertiwi - Di Atas Satu Cinta

Ya Rabbana, jika aku jatuh hati,
jagalah hatiku padanya agar tidak
berpaling dari hati-Mu.

Ups & Downs...

Kesenangan dan Kesusahan.

Kedua-duanya mempuyai makna yang mendalam. 

Apa yang pasti, ianya bermula dari pemikiran kita. Jika fikiran kita positif terhadap sesuatu perkara itu, maka kesenangan yang akan kita rasakan. Titik permulaanya adalah dari hati yang akan bertindak menghantar signal pada otak dan akan mempengaruhi perasaan.

Terbitnya idea untuk entry ini bila perasaan 'Ups and Downs' melanda.. Its not very easy to handle when we need to focus so many things in a time. Seriously, u will think, think and think without action. Life become blur and blur. The best thing is, BE ALONE. Think and plan in a peaceful place. Then, you will see, u actually have plan but u stuck in the 'Ups and Downs' feeling. It will become worst if you just keep it that way.

BUT in ur plan, please remember Allah. I still remember this;

'Allah akan letakkan kita dalam sesuatu kesusahan kerana kita layak untuk melalui dugaan itu. Hanya Dia Yang Maha Mengetahui'.

Don't ever give up.. Even kita terpaksa melepaskan sesuatu yang disayangi. Allah akan gantikan yang lebih baik. In Sha Allah..

After struggle with 'Ups and Downs' feeling. Now, I've found a quote:

"You will see everything easy when u are happy but u will see everything difficult when u are sad".

So, be happy. Back to Allah. He plan everything for me and for us... 

Sekian...Assalamualaikum..:)

Why this name?

1st entry after sign up...huh, tersangat la panjang gap itu.
Why MOCHAKUNIYA?

Mocha...one of favourite coffee..
Kuniya..name from a book store at KLCC named Kinokuniya. One of a peaceful place. Seeing books and KLCC park view from upstairs. But not really high laaa..

Terasa sangat la tak matang sume ayat2ku itu.. Since its a very long time tak menulis. Last esei time SPM. 9 years ago...sriusly my language is getting bad...hukhuk.. English mmg dah teruk.. Bahasa pn makin teruk.. apakah?? apakah?? It become worst when I choose accounting as my lovey dovey career...everyday with numbersssss!!! So, after this, akan ada entry pasal bahasaku ini yang makin teruk..huhu..